March 26, 2013

Today was a plain amazing day, I was thinking I might actually have a chance after receiving a no from her. So on Tuesdays I have night school, I was texting her during the section and a question came up asking " If I did go with you. What would be your plans?" I was terribly excited think of my chances, so we was talking through out the whole 3 hours of night school, it was a amazing night. When I got home around 8:00 I went on twitter and saw on her timeline saying "Reconsidering Some things," then ask I read on I saw on the corner saying 4 hours ago, then I hurry on my phone to check the time she asked me, when I saw it it said 4:05, and I was thinking 4+4=8 does that mean when she asked me that question she was reconsidering something. People reading this might think I'm just dreaming and stuff or it might be a coincidence, but hey it made my night that much more enjoyable.

March 22, 2013

Today was a big day, never felt so much pressure on my back. Feeling like a I was squatting my max weight 345lbs. This day was the day I promised to ask her again after my fail in my junior year, she didn't know it was coming, but she definitely knew it was going to come. So the day before I asked her I got her 6 beautiful roses. Everything was in place the stage was set, although the wait was only a measly 3 hours it felt like forever. As every minute went by my heart pounded even harder. I kept on saying "Where the hell is the Jason Wong I knew 2-3 year ago, the one that will legit do anything thrown his way, where is he?" As the time came everything was live and ready to go, finally in the split of a second I found enough courage to even walk out to her. Even though I walked up I could not focus, I couldn't spit out the words I wanted to say. It was only for a good 2-3 minutes until I walked away. I text her after but never got a reply until later that night.